Believe me, I did!

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

Actually, aku nak update blog ni dari hari Rabu (26/9/2012) lagi. Tapi disebabkan kesibukan aku ni yang mengalahkan Obama membuatkan aku tak sempat untuk update. Plus, we'll facing STPM trial soon. Masa agak suntuk sebenarnya. Oh ya, kenapa dengan hari Rabu? Haa sabaq sat, ceq nak habaq la nii.. For your information my fellow friends, on Wednesday, 26th September 2012 i did my first performance for School Prefect Dinner ceremony. ;) As i told you before, i was appointed to be a school Prefect next year, and of course kami Form 6 yang baru dilantik ni dijemput untuk hadir ke majlis tu.

So, about the ceremony preparation aku tak ambil bahagian pun pada mulanya. But how i was got involved in this event? Macam ni, diorang memerlukan wakil dari setiap form untuk perform pada malam tu nanti kecuali Form 4, Form 5, and Upper 6. For sure, batch yang tidak disebut itu perlu melakukan persembahan. Kawan-kawan aku dah paksa-paksa aku suruh aku perform. Tapi bila difikir-fikirkan balik, kalau aku tak cuba dari sekarang untuk naik pentas, bila lagi? So, i, Immazaitul Nur Aim Binti Naim represent Lower 6 to perform that night. YEAY!!! *CLAPPING

But, i didn't decide yet what song i want to perform. In short tenure less than 2 weeks, i did practice day by day. I was decided to perform "My Heart Will Go On" on keyboard. During that time, i have to manage my time very well. Lepas waktu sekolah aku stayed kat sekolah dengan kawan-kawan yang lain untuk study, then solat asar dan practice whereas at night study again. Dengan nak trial lagi, nak perform lagi. Agak penat sebenarnya..

So, hari yang ditunggu-tunggu telah pun tiba.

For that dinner im wearing a white jubah, actually, seems like a dress ala-ala baju kahwin Kate Middleton gitu.. Ahaks! With a dark colourful pashmina. Hello, aku pakai baju raya je pun...Haha.

My face too serious right? Actually, im afraid to make eye contact with the audiences. My fingers tremble during i did my perfomance. Hoping that i didn't make any mistakes.

So, here it is! Maaf lah video kurang memuaskan. Ni pun "bergigibiru" dengan orang. But at least i captured these memories that i won't ever, ever forget.:)

Yes, this is my first performance and maybe not for the last time. InsyaAllah.

Kerana tisu

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

Hii... Uhuk uhuk *duckface. I've got sore throat. Uhuk uhuk. *duckface again. And.. And.. I didn't get 5 days MC. OMG!! *TAMPAR KANG!! Haha. Okay stop it Imma.

I'm sitting here in front of my laptop to story what was happened to me today.

Hari ini, aku telah didenda oleh cikgu PP (Pengajian Perniagaan). Al kisahnya,...

*Waktu rehat baru habis* Aku dengan Shera masuk kelas. Pastu baru aku teringat, aku nak beli tisu tadi tapi terlupa. Dan dan lah hari nak selsema lah, sakit tekak lah and so on.. So aku pergi lah ke koop tanpa inform kat kawan yang aku ni nak ke sana. Just blah macam tu je. Dah habis beli tu balik ke kelas semula. Sampai je kat kelas,..

Amir (budak kelas sebelah): Mai, cikgu dah kunci kelas lah.

Me: Hah!? * Try buka, tapi tak boleh. Ahh sudah.. Curi-curi dengar kat tingkap, cikgu dah start mengajar.

Pastu nampak lah ada lagi yang lewat selain aku. Faiz, Ayen, Ammar, Ezurain, Helmi a.k.a. Bean. All of them is BOYS and  I am the only GIRL who's late. Malunya wehh!!! Budak-budak kelas sebelah dah pelik tengok kitorang duduk luar. Haish tak boleh jadi ni. Aku cuba buka tingkap, slowly.. Selak langsir. Semua pandang! Eiii lagi lah segan tahu!! Then, i heard cikgu said,..

Cikgu: Biarkan diorang sekali sekala kena denda macam ni. Biar diorang rasa. Awak sepatutnya masuk lah kelas awal and bla bla bla............*tak clear cikgu cakap apa.

Aku rasa masa tu geram sangat-sangat dengan diri aku sendiri. Kalau lah aku tak pergi koop, beli tisu tadi tak adanya kena duduk kat luar macam ni. Lepas tu budak-budak kelas sebelah dah panggil kitorang ajak masuk kelas diorang. Kebetulan kelas diorang tak ada cikgu. Seriously, aku rasa serba salah nak masuk kelas diorang tadi. Tak tahu kenapa. Masuk je kelas diorang, ada orang tanya,..

Someone: Imma, kau nangis ke?

Me: Tak ah manada. *Padahal air mata dah bertakung dah ni.

Aku terus pergi kat tempat Faezah, i told her the truth.

Aku duduk kelas tu kejap je. Pastu aku keluar. Tunggu lah depan pintu kelas dengan yang senasib dengan aku, berharap cikgu akan buka pintu. Sambil tunggu tu, dengar apa yang cikgu tengah ajar. Huhu gila sedih nasib kitorang. Dah macam pelarian aku rasa. :(

Beberapa minit kemudian, cikgu buka pintu.

Me: CIKGU! SAYA NAK MASUK! *terus redah je. Haha. Orang first yang masuk pula tu.

Then, ada juga lah kena brainwash tadi. Sikit je. Tak apa, kami redha cikgu. Haha. Dah habis waktu PP, aku salam cikgu.

Me: Cikgu, saya minta maaf sebab lambat tadi.

Cikgu: Hah tu lah awak... Lambat lagi lain kali.

Me: Tadi saya tak sengaja...*buat muka bajet comel. Mesti cikgu tu melting. Wakakakakaka.

Haih kerana sebungkus tisu 30sen badan binasa. 

Ni lah puncanya....

Wish me luck!

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

*The pink one shows my compulsory subjects and the cyan one shows my additional subjects.

Time flies so fast. Today is September 14 and just 2 weeks to go. Though it's just a TRIAL but this will show our weaknesses and how 'not prepared' we are before we sit the real exam. Yeah seriously im a bit scared to sit this exam. The same feeling that i felt when im took the SPM examination last time. Ah my hand getting cold. Rasa macam nak demam dah ni. Haha. Act, i never thought to take the STPM examination this year because the only thing that i was thought before is to take a diploma after the result released. Unfortunately, the universities doesn't accept my application. So the only path that i have is only Pre-Universitiy or as known as Form 6. I'm not apply Matriculation because i was from arts stream. (Sememangnya aku tak nak kerja! Aku nak sambung belajar!) So i further my studies as the Pre-University student. I'm just being optimist, i told myself that:

"Alah tak apa, 1 1/2 tahun je pun, instead of 3 years kalau ambil diploma"

Bukanlah disini saya merendah-rendahkan mereka yang mengambil diploma. Congrats to all of you! Saya juga berharap saya juga akan berjaya ke universiti nanti. Cuma saya baru selangkah ke universiti sedangkan kalian sudah pun berada di universiti. I will go there to further my DEGREE! 

Honestly, being a Form 6 student is one of my best thing happened in my life. And oh ya, i was appointed to be a school prefect next year. InsyaAllah :) 

#Hoping that i can do it very well. Amin..